April 2010
1 post
hmmm. we should sleep. but... hahahah
well like i said me and katelyn should sleep. were going to go and be awesome at the gym @ 5 am. hellz yes. but were not sleepy and we have to wake up in 3 hours soo. this should get interesting.
my back is fried. i look like a lobster. katelyns boobs are fried. were just an awesome mess. im glad i wont be lonely tonight. it was strange waking up by myself.
so boys suck. four boys suck even...
February 2010
2 posts
fun day... much needed
so… me and ashley.. have been best friends for awhile now. were both sick of high school drama. and basically high school in general.
yay for snow days. we are going to let loose and just have a much needed relaxing and fun day. we havent been able to do this in forever.
who knows what awaits us? with us anything is seriously possible. irony rules our lives, hopefully today god will give...
December 2009
20 posts
Complex Life
People make mistakes. I’m a person, therfore I make mistakes. I wouldn’t say last night was a complete mistake because i will never regret some of the things that happened.
The things that happened needed to happen. they needed to be said and i will forever be grateful for my stupidity. And i will forever be grateful that we made it out alive and unscathed, so we can enjoy Christmas.
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House of Leaves
“Myth makes Echo the subject of longing and desire. Physics makes Echo the subject of distance and design. Where emotion and reason are concerned both claims are accurate. And where there is no Echo there is no description of space or love, There is only silence.”.
Echos have always creeped me out. They show that the place you are in is very long and you usually always hear echos when...
“They usually look away. My stories actually help them look away. Maybe they even...”
– House of Leaves. Read it
My Day
Life is better now. So much has went down in the past couple of days it’s insane. I wish I could blog about it right now, but I can’t. That will come for a later day. I just can’t believe how much stuff one person can possibly go through before they break. What they say is true, what doesn’t kill you can only make you stronger. Well obviously I’m pretty damn strong...
771.
todayilived:
Today, I broke down. I realized that I’m growing up and that life is getting harder and harder. I learned that it’s okay to cry and let out feelings once in a while, but it’s not going to get us anywhere. Life goes on and we can’t do anything about what happens. Things were given to us for a reason and God knows we can do it.
I felt like giving up. With so many things to do and so...
thingsgohazy:
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Azure Ray - “November”
““Life is like riding a bicycle. You don’t fall off unless you plan...”
– Claude Pepper
Life is Awesome
Life is ironic. It used to surprise me when ironic things happened, but now nothing surprises me. Me and ashley used to freak out when we something ironic happened, now we call each other and just laugh.
Friday night was perfect. Except for the most ironic thing in the world happened. Me and katelyn get to the bowling alley and who is there? Mike Lynch. Awesome. he is bad news and i have no...
What in the world?
I have no idea what to do…. best friend is asleep so i need to handle this on my own…but i dont think i can.
i havent talked to my love and i could care less. what is wrong with that statement. instead i had an epic, perfect night with a guy that is completly wrong for me. we should just be friends, but were not. we like each other and there is nothing we can do about it…but…
there is no way i...
What in the world?
I have no idea what to do…. best friend is asleep so i need to handle this on my own…but i dont think i can.
i havent talked to my love and i could care less. what is wrong with that statement. instead i had an epic, perfect night with a guy that is completly wrong for me. we should just be friends, but were not. we like each other and there is nothing we can do about...
November 2009
2 posts
i wonder if it's possible to be lost forever
ive learned life is confusing and full of drama mixed with sadness and grief and a little pinch of happiness. who knew all of this could start in high school. i sure as heck didnt. but i am learning and learning is painful. Being confused all the time isn’t fair. it feels like as soon as things are finally going good something goes bad. things are only good for about 5 seconds then they are...
HACKING FREAKY!!!!
Have you ever been by yourself, completly alloonnee?? well most people have. Being alone in other people’s houses can be ridiculously scary. Ask marebear. when you are cat sitting at some rich fancy pants house make sure you do not go alone. Because you are never alone…. ever. Men have affairs and their crazy pyscho adultress comes and freaks you the f. out by destroying cushions and...
August 2009
5 posts
about rain by sequoyah prep school
ashley was...
“A man is not old until regrets take the place of dreams”
– John Barrymore
drama is life
hmmm… i made one of these for my best friend cause she told me to….
right now im at her house listening to her talk to this adorable girl about a life changing situation. me and this adorable girl are on the same page with the decision but best friend is being stubborn and is scared to take a leap and a chance with this guy tht has dissapointed her for over 8 months so she moved on to...